Argh!!! What the fuck? Don't you just hate it when someone acts like an asshole for no reason and you can't do a damn thing about it?! Well that's what just happened to me! My hobo step-dad left this morning without saying anything to me. The door to my room was open a little all he had to do was say my name and I would have been out the door and in the car, but no. This son of a bitch left me at home for no god damned reason what so ever!! He just left! It's not like I was waiting for the last minute to get ready! I was ready but my idiot dad didn't even bother to tell me we were leaving! and the best part is, this asshole didn't even leave me lunch money! So now I'm going to fucking starve on top of everything. So now I get to look forward to a 45 minute walk to school that will probably take me half an hour longer because I have three heavy text books with me! and now I can't find my stupid I.D. so the damn school will let me in.

Anyways... Sorry about not posting in such a long time. I've been caught up in the middle of sooo much drama lately!
    Last Tuesday was amazing!!!! After school I saw my precious Dark Knight (I've decided to call Dylan this when using romantic references now) He stopped by the school to give me a surprise visit. So he "escorted" me on my walk home. I got home, broke into my house (I lost my key like two weeks ago). After that I had to go to the bathroom really quick, but before I went Dylan asked if he could use the phone, I said sure go ahead (duh), so I came back out to see my love of all loves just sitting on the couch in the living room. So I pretty much run over to him and asked if he had to get going so he could go to work. Well apparently that phone call he made was to call the day off of work so he could spend the whole day with me!!! <33

    So yeah, aside from that this week flew by... until Friday that is. Friday was perfectly normal until I got home. Apparently Tom decided to get extremely pissed off at Dylan. Now Tom refuses to even acknowledge Dylan's existence! All of this is because the girl Tom likes like Dylan! Why the Fuck is MY boyfriend such a chick magnet!!!!! Well yeah, this slutty whore, Briana, tried to force herself on MY boyfriend, MY true love, MY reason for existence pretty much! And Tom goes and finds a way to some how blame Dylan for all of this!!!!!! What the fuck big brother?! Now I feel like if this keeps up (because Tom STILL won't talk to Dylan even though this started Friday!) I think in the end I might have to choose between the love of my life and my big brother. I don't want to choose between them even though I already know my decision. Obviously I would/will stay with Dylan no matter what, but it's still heartbreaking to think of the possibility of losing my big brother! I'm so sick of losing friends! I lost Ashley, who was actually pretty fun to hang out with, because she called me a slut and I don't need to deal with that bullshit! Then I lost Donald, who used to be one of my best friends, all because of a stupid rumor he started. I still don't understand why or HOW he could do something like that. Before hand he had always seemed so... above that kind of bullshit. Unless he honestly thought I was pregnant but he should have confronted me about it, instead of telling the entire universe a bullshit lie.

    Oh well. Wish me luck today guys, hopefully the rest of my Day won't be as crappy as my morning! Dx
p.s. I'll update later tonight.

[9:37]
    yep... Today totally SUCKED! My walk to and from school were bearable because I had my ipod to distract me. School itself was normal, until sixth period! Dx   My teacher made a new seating chart and that Fag donald sits right next to me! ugh! Whatever... I'll learn to deal with it.
   
    Asides from that, I got nowhere in my attempt to get Tom to talk to Dylan. T-T  and on top of that I only got to talk to my dark knight for five minutes! Dx   I miss him! I'm going to go draw some pictures of us together to help ease my loneliness. Today was sooo stressful. I have decided to name this stress, I shall call it "Christmas time Drama" because something horrible always happens to me around christmas time.

I hope tomorrow goes better than today did... wish me luck!